It seems that I have been directed into the path of a missions trip, Honestly I'm not sure I'm ready to go, all the usual insecurities are there. "Am I a good enough Christian?" "Can I really do anything of use?" etc...
I know it's just a lie from the enemy trying to get me to reconsider, but I can't help but wonder why God chose me for this. Ever since I first saw the spotlight video outlining the trip, I was deeply moved, and as I heard one of the pastors in the video preaching the word, and offering a hope filled message in a place where I can only imagine how much despair reigns in hearts & minds of those affected.
I know what I'm not, but I know that God knows what I am. and in that he wants to use me for this in some way that I don't understand. All I can do is say, "Here I am send me"
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